Posts tagged personal

Posted 3 weeks ago

I’ve been pretty sick lately plus more whining

i’ve been constantly getting migraines and not being able to sleep at night due to them

and then i get home from school and i collapse and sleep for four hours and waste the whole day 

even if i force myself to stay up through the nap i can’t sleep at night and almost passed out in my weight lifting class due to 2 hours of sleep

so i apologize for not being active or talkative much i just

right now isn’t good for me

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Posted 1 month ago

In which I become frustrated with life

Sometimes I get tired of people bitching about how bad their life is

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Posted 1 month ago

omfg nevermind talking to cute boy i had a crush on and was too scared to say hi to was a success 

like a hardcore A+ success

i really should try to go out of my way and say hi and talk to people and maybe ask them out because wow i think he likes me back!!!!!! on the first day!!! awesome!

Posted 1 month ago
Posted 1 month ago

i remember when you told me

once or twice, that you left a spot next to you in bed every night

1200 miles (well it’s actually 1267, you’d chime in) away

and yet you kept a space there

in case I, sleepily, crept into your arms in the midst of the night

to sleep 

breathe

rest with you

now it is i, 1200 miles away

who leaves a spot for you every sleepless night

my bed’s not big enough for your 6’2” body

and definitely not your dick,

i’d say, like always, ever-the-immature-one

and we’d laugh just like before, your childlike giggle

pealing like sweet bells in my ears

maybe you, longingly, would creep into my space

firmly torn in my heart, where you used to reside

to sleep

breathe

and rest with me once again

Posted 2 months ago
Posted 3 months ago
Posted 4 months ago

the boyfriend almost committed suicide tonight

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Posted 5 months ago

So I’m like sobbing,

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Posted 5 months ago

Hi everyone, my friend just informed me of a fundraiser in order to help her cousin become healthier, and/or help prevent and cure this disease in the future. Instead of just donating, I felt I should spread this around (the research team needs all they can get…). I’ll just paste the information she posted on Facebook. 

This is Cayenne L.
She has A-T (ataxia-telangiectasia).
WHAT IS A-T?
Imagine a disease that combines the worst symptoms of muscular dystrophy, cerebral palsy, cystic fibrosis, immune deficiencies, and cancer. Children with A-T are usually confined to wheelchairs by age 10 and often do not survive their teens. Because A-T is a multi-system disease, scientists believe that A-T research will help more prevalent diseases such as Alzheimer’s, Parkinson’s, AIDS, and cancer. -

http://www.communityatcp.org/page.aspx?pid=878&tab=0&frsid=1434


I am fundraising for my cousin, Cayenne, this Christmas to donate to her Giving Circle. For $5 I am drawing charcoal portraits for each donation. If you want to participate, on an envelope with your name marked clearly on it, put $5 or however much you wish to donate in the envelope along with the picture of the loved one you want a portrait of. With love and sincerity,
Emma L. 
My friend is an incredible artist and a wonderful person, and if anyone could donate, I would really appreciate it. You can donate by clicking on that link there, in which you can donate to the fund without getting a drawing, or you can send me an ask and I will give you my address in which you can send a letter that I will deliver to her personally with your information and money in it. 
Whichever you decide is fine, if you do decide. Thank you for your time and I appreciate anyone who reads this.
Posted 7 months ago
Posted 10 months ago

More pictures of me/my hair + emotional stuff

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Posted 1 year ago

Significant other appreciation <3

I’m not really in the greatest of moods (got like 1.5 hours of sleep last night), so I kinda wanna write something about my boyfriend <3

most people probably don’t wanna read, so I guess read more.

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Posted 1 year ago

Okay back to my regularily scheduled seriousness,

my boyfriend is really sick right now. He’s been getting hives and throwing up.

Poor bubbie :/ Anyone know what could cause this? I’ve seen things like, allergic reactions to bug bites, allergies plus food poisoning…

Anyways I really hope he gets better. He tried to come to school today, and his neck and legs were just all covered in hives :( I  made him go home and rest, but, damn. I get a little worried sometimes.

I mean, I know realistically he’ll be fine, but if this sounds like life-risking to anyone for any random reason, I’d love to know.

Here’s to hoping he feels better :(

Posted 1 year ago

Me and my bubbie all ready to go to the ball last night :’) <3